his quote will be "i dont have much, are you sure you can survive with me?"

& i will reply him "i dont need money, money can just come & go if i make an effort, but i need somebody to guide & depend on, which is you"

how stupid am i to trust a stranger, well this is different. at least he's not a stranger that i have no connections to. we have some mutual friends. & to maintain this long distance relationship is kinda hard at first but we kept it cool till now. its almost like we've known each other for so long but we've been this close for 13 weeks. i hope we can go through this relationship even longer. i don't want it to end. sometimes my friend asks what do i see in this guy & i just smile and say 'he's unlike the others i met, i love him because of his honesty and just being himself + he loves me for who i am'

you guys must be realize that we put our relationship status as married :) well the story goes like this, i was panicking about my history & all. before we chat he asked me why im married alone in facebook (before that i was married to jani) then i told him jani may probably deleted her facebook. then i just off my msn because something came up. then he sms-ed me to change my status for awhile, & so i did. when i came on9 on my facebook i see a relationship invitation. it was from him. :)

i couldnt smile any wider when im with him, its just im happy. :D

tías

i just baru balik from a kenduri & then came this wonderful lady. she's around 20+ & still studying in UK. She is what everyone wants.



1st aunt: "look at that girl, very smart & well spoken"

2nd aunt: "maisarah, you should be like her"

1st aunt: "look at that, she did her chores very fast & without other people asked her to"

2nd aunt: "why cant my daughters be just like her."

1st aunt: " you girls should be just like her" (pointing towards me & my cousin)







all i wanna say is, WHY MUST WE BE LIKE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANTS! i already love of what ive become. :)

Professional Dreamer?

i had a dream of one of the guys from the jonas brothers -.- YES, the jonas brother. well all the 3 of them were there but the one with the sparkles is joe (ahh). they look exactly in the pic above. i think its because i dont really like the new jonas brothers. the one with the tuxido suit (ugh!)

Anyways, here it goes, i was walking around the park near my house. then i heard like a sirent. it sounded like an ambulence, but i didnt give a damn about it. so i just walk & walk. then i see a cab facing in front of my house. guess whose inside the cab? yeah JOE :) the short mohawk hair with a hyper attitude guy. the others were there but they were sleeping at the back sit. oh & the driver is just an indian fella.

so they have been infront of my house for so long. & so i just keep walking & went to my neighbours house. i wanted to go to him :( but i was too shy. so i just sit down on the road. then the cab moved slowly. its like he was finding somebody from my house. so i just stay still, then suddenly joe came out :D (hubba hubba) but he wanted me to go away because the driver wanted to park at the place. then i got mad, because the way he told me was kinda hush.

then.. thats just it :)

quieres vivir?

Mau hidup atau tidak?
SPM

12 hari

sebelum tu, ahwiwiwiwiwiwi -.-
apa masalah aku ni?

El mejor que he tenido

i think the slow version is better :)

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kenapa lah nama nak lebih kurang juga -.-

dos es mejor que uno

a day without him, would be impossible for me to live.

it was about 10.30 something like that. i went back home, & as usual he'll sms me :) so we sms & sms while i was doing some exercises. then he asked me wether he wanted to go on9 & chat over there or just stay smsing. so i said i can go on9 but it will be bit late.

about 12 something we on9 with each other. he serenated me but then i felt kinda sleepy, well not really, actually i felt soooooo freakin sleepy until i fall asleep at 1 while we were skyping with each other. he called me so many times but i couldnt hear him, i was in my dreamy land. my comp was still on till 5 oclock. konklusinya, he have been webcam-ing with me for 5 freakin hours without me responding anything back. i dont know how he can stand me. he even called me 42 times through my phone. pity him, i put my phone on silent at that time. & about 11 something in the morning he sms-ed me back. i was shocked, i thought he would be mad at me. but he just take it cool.

im glad that i owned him. i really do. for all the guy ive been with, he's the only guy that i cant take my eyes off or i just cant stop smsing with him. i wish i could just wake up every morning & listen to his voice. i dont want to lose him, ever.

he just mo anáil uaidh

Unlike any other :)

Boys, boys, boys. I used to addicted to all of them, well ive been addicted to them. But for how many guys ive been with, only ONE person caught my eye, i know that i could trust him. Thinking of him just makes me feel so happy. I dont care what other people thinks about him. But to me, he's my only one. I never hope so much from him, all i need is his sincere heart. I want to hear him saying those 3 lovely words, over & over again. i wont ever feel tired to listen to it. I know im being like a lunatic right now. im just LOVEDRUNK over him. No other guys out there will change my feelings towards him.

i know he dont have a car of his own, he's not an actor or any famous people. i still love him no matter what. i dont care about the luxury life that every girl been wanting. Only a pure heart would make me happy-er than i used to be. His voice when he serenates me just take my breath away. :) i dont want it to stop.

Thank you for everything b.

romeo & juliet

Every morning my heart beats faster as i open my eyes & spontinuesly look for my phone. Its like my very own routine. all i see some messages & almost 6 misscalls from him. i slept at 2.30 today & i didnt get to wake up at 4.30 as he wants me to. haha sorry :( anyways i woke up at 6.30 because i actually told my mum that i want to go to school. Sadly my phone battery was bit low & its about to off any minute, so i had to run to my dearly "guru besar" & lend him my phone to charge it at his office. So today during science we had to make a rocket + sam was eagerly to show us the sun because he said something had change. & so he took his gigantic telescope & placed it outside at the hot sunny place. There was only 2 girls at that time including me. Technically only my "wife" & i yang attend. Apa lagi kan, comfirm the both of us kena bully sikit by the guys. Anyways that was only the fun part i had in school.

But everytime i starts to hold my pen to do some work, his appearance will appear in my head. its like im making my own movie. that realizes me that im missing him terribly. i couldnt stop thinking about him & just move on to another guy. i cant. only him that i really want. he may be bit strict to me, but im cool with it. its because i know that he really cares about me. i know that he dont want to see me fail troughout my life. every 3 wonderfull words appear from his message will take my breath away. His naughtiness & fun loving attitude just attracts me more. Well the naughty part of him just makes him more interesting. Eventhough im lazy at doing stuff, he still loves me. im always tired & everytime we on9 every night, ill be sleeping here & there while chatting with him + he'll be serenating me without a guitar. eventhough he sings the rain will fall down, but his voice will always sound as angelic in my heart. i dont want to stop listening to him. even when we off9 i can still hear his voice in my head. he's just my very own romeo :) i love him so much. i could never let him go :( it just kills me if i did.

oh my romeo, i know theres a lot of risk to have a pilot as a boyfriend. ill take the risk. i wont stop loving you & supporting you. you'll be my only one. & now you OWNED me b. thank you for everything that we had. thank you for loving me for who i really am.

p.s. i love you