quieres vivir?

Mau hidup atau tidak?
SPM

12 hari

sebelum tu, ahwiwiwiwiwiwi -.-
apa masalah aku ni?

El mejor que he tenido

i think the slow version is better :)

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kenapa lah nama nak lebih kurang juga -.-

dos es mejor que uno

a day without him, would be impossible for me to live.

it was about 10.30 something like that. i went back home, & as usual he'll sms me :) so we sms & sms while i was doing some exercises. then he asked me wether he wanted to go on9 & chat over there or just stay smsing. so i said i can go on9 but it will be bit late.

about 12 something we on9 with each other. he serenated me but then i felt kinda sleepy, well not really, actually i felt soooooo freakin sleepy until i fall asleep at 1 while we were skyping with each other. he called me so many times but i couldnt hear him, i was in my dreamy land. my comp was still on till 5 oclock. konklusinya, he have been webcam-ing with me for 5 freakin hours without me responding anything back. i dont know how he can stand me. he even called me 42 times through my phone. pity him, i put my phone on silent at that time. & about 11 something in the morning he sms-ed me back. i was shocked, i thought he would be mad at me. but he just take it cool.

im glad that i owned him. i really do. for all the guy ive been with, he's the only guy that i cant take my eyes off or i just cant stop smsing with him. i wish i could just wake up every morning & listen to his voice. i dont want to lose him, ever.

he just mo anáil uaidh

Unlike any other :)

Boys, boys, boys. I used to addicted to all of them, well ive been addicted to them. But for how many guys ive been with, only ONE person caught my eye, i know that i could trust him. Thinking of him just makes me feel so happy. I dont care what other people thinks about him. But to me, he's my only one. I never hope so much from him, all i need is his sincere heart. I want to hear him saying those 3 lovely words, over & over again. i wont ever feel tired to listen to it. I know im being like a lunatic right now. im just LOVEDRUNK over him. No other guys out there will change my feelings towards him.

i know he dont have a car of his own, he's not an actor or any famous people. i still love him no matter what. i dont care about the luxury life that every girl been wanting. Only a pure heart would make me happy-er than i used to be. His voice when he serenates me just take my breath away. :) i dont want it to stop.

Thank you for everything b.

romeo & juliet

Every morning my heart beats faster as i open my eyes & spontinuesly look for my phone. Its like my very own routine. all i see some messages & almost 6 misscalls from him. i slept at 2.30 today & i didnt get to wake up at 4.30 as he wants me to. haha sorry :( anyways i woke up at 6.30 because i actually told my mum that i want to go to school. Sadly my phone battery was bit low & its about to off any minute, so i had to run to my dearly "guru besar" & lend him my phone to charge it at his office. So today during science we had to make a rocket + sam was eagerly to show us the sun because he said something had change. & so he took his gigantic telescope & placed it outside at the hot sunny place. There was only 2 girls at that time including me. Technically only my "wife" & i yang attend. Apa lagi kan, comfirm the both of us kena bully sikit by the guys. Anyways that was only the fun part i had in school.

But everytime i starts to hold my pen to do some work, his appearance will appear in my head. its like im making my own movie. that realizes me that im missing him terribly. i couldnt stop thinking about him & just move on to another guy. i cant. only him that i really want. he may be bit strict to me, but im cool with it. its because i know that he really cares about me. i know that he dont want to see me fail troughout my life. every 3 wonderfull words appear from his message will take my breath away. His naughtiness & fun loving attitude just attracts me more. Well the naughty part of him just makes him more interesting. Eventhough im lazy at doing stuff, he still loves me. im always tired & everytime we on9 every night, ill be sleeping here & there while chatting with him + he'll be serenating me without a guitar. eventhough he sings the rain will fall down, but his voice will always sound as angelic in my heart. i dont want to stop listening to him. even when we off9 i can still hear his voice in my head. he's just my very own romeo :) i love him so much. i could never let him go :( it just kills me if i did.

oh my romeo, i know theres a lot of risk to have a pilot as a boyfriend. ill take the risk. i wont stop loving you & supporting you. you'll be my only one. & now you OWNED me b. thank you for everything that we had. thank you for loving me for who i really am.

p.s. i love you

Bulletproof

Had a dream of him last night but i dont think i remembered how it actually happen. anyways i woke up because i felt something buzzin' at my leg. as i open my eyes, i saw his face appears at my phone screen. i didnt realize that i slept for 5 & a half hour. pity him because he waited for me. we were suppose to be studying till 1 oclock then at 4 oclock he will wake me up but as usual i fall asleep :( HAHA

anyways i went to school (just like any other teenagers) & so i usually lepak at nash's class. over there i see lots of colour papers paste on the wall :) lucky me, mine is there. haha. here it goes.

this was made by winnie :)

Lastly, :) my favourite!

Te quiero

i miss jonas brothers when they're young & still fresh :( why do they change. seriously. i dont like their new singles after burnin' up & love bug. its too gay for me.

but then i just watch MTV EMAs 2009 just now, & i saw Joe in his new look. The look that ive been craze when i was form 3. ahh the old times :)

here it is.